Wednesday, September 03, 2008
{ 11:13 PM }
1stly, i wanna thank all those who has been .. like kinda giving me encouragement ya know? thnx alot. really appreciate it.
its like.. i dunno im getting paranoid.. its like a whirlwind at the back of my head.
i know my own problem. i think too much.. too much negative stuff..
even quek quek says that .. eugene....youquan.. i think too much.. way too much..
i tend read into things that's out of the context, but thats juz me i guess..
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lemme reply to tags first
clara: thats like so omg true. can. haha. thnx alot (: and dun oversleep again haha
shiqi: thnx haha. i'm trying :P
wenjie: not gonna jealous :P heh >.<
nat: sry. another result of thinking too much i guess..
yeap.. sry amelia, i overshot the dateline again. im serious..
talked to alot ppl today..
different comments, different opinions, different ideas, too many perspective. i dunno who to trust, really. really... i'll guess i'll stick to youquan.
leaked out too much info to certain ppl. the info part okay.. the ppl part... im worried i leaked out to the wrong person. but whats done is done.
ying quan told me this.. " u want to say people, think of your ownself first"
kinda true i guess... even the bible brings out a clear message.. " who are you to judge"
i sorta read sharrons blog too.. its like, yea wad she says really true..
i quoute "
But in Jc, it's really a whole new different ball game. You have to morph into some sort of cheetah and be on your toes all the time. You'll have to watch what you say, who you say anything to, your actions, your image, the way you present yourself. Why? Becauseyou can't afford to be isolated in a college.
If you dislike someone, Don't say it unless it's a well known fact, if you're being dislike or feel that you are starting to draw a whole new kind of attention, it's game over. Either you suffer your next 2 years there under constant scrutiny, or you waste your 2 years there trying to find a resurrection button to push, to get back into the social circle.
Bottom line is, if you're lucky, you'll meet great friends but sadly most of the time, it's superficial. "
i hate to admit, its really true. and thats a very big con, compared to when i was back to acsbr.
superficial is a strong word.. very strong. imagine ur best fren is juz a superficial fren. wow. that hurts aint it.
mmhm.....
it takes a million years to build up reputation but only 1 single action to totally destroy it and may nver be recovered back again.
all this doesnt apply to acsbr though. every1 has a bad reputation for smth. haha.. no bad reputation? guai guai nerd :X
okay la not really true. :X
oh yea juz made a bet with huiyan.. wahlau.. i lost lol..
the forfeit?
no fried,oily stuff and no unhealthy food aka chocs, chips..
duck rice is a nono.. chicken rice muz be the white chicken..
yayye..
and muz run with her if she wants to..
(: wad a nice way to lose a bet and weight.
damm.
PS: mmhm. i admit i talk too much, and sometimes i hurt people w/o even realising it. i apologise for that as well. but, yea, i hate quiet lifestyles. so .. but then again, the bullshit i say its always meant as a joke yea.. really.. even the meanest stuff i say is really in the name of fun. maybe ive gone overboard :X lol.
so i guess i have to limit):
gd luck for math paper yo