Wednesday, October 22, 2008
{ 7:59 PM }
so its all a dream yea.
..
after today. ive thought out everything. although i can promote, i still feel sad... its not the whether retain or not sad....
yq said not to give up, but i'll guess i have to.
sigh.
i know too much stuff and so much i wanna say but i know i cant do it here.
i need an outlet.
so nxt year..
whos in our class..
i wonder.
i dun feel like going school.
i juz wanna stay home and sleep
and play wow.
till nxt year
or hang out with classmates.
talking bout classmates, its linked with my spiritual life.
omg.
after entering jjc.. i feel like ive been distancing myself away from God.
its the environment..
no chapels
no devotions.
and 95% of my classmates are non christians.
sigh
wheres the fire and passion.
its gone.
i need to get it back fast.
its top on my priority list. d
damm....
maybe i can convert my classmates to christians?
but.
ppl like wilson juz shoot me down everytime i try saying that its all bullshit..
huiyan juz bought a book that says why God isnt great.
maybe try looking at it from a 3rd point of view?
talk to me if u wanna learn more abt God.
(: cheers yo.
so far i guess in s27, onli calvin me amelia and liyuan? who knows hahaha
but why isnt free thinkers promoting.
why isnt buddhist promoting theirs
im asking cos. 3rd point view remember? im not bias! hahaha